I feel tired. Because of my PTSD related depression. I actually don't know if it's because of depression or something else so when my mom turns her back I go right to sleep. I get up to shut her up and to respond my emails. I have no desire to do anything but read and sleep. As I said I am reading books on chinese mythology and vampires and the paranormal. This was sparked years ago but the interest was triggered when I read about the hauntings on the Great Wall. This is not shit. This was something that I was into since I started reading.