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I decide to write about bullying because it is an important subject to me, it is horrible and can take people lives.( what I wrote is completely invented)
If you got bullied as a child it can affect your adult life.If you decide to live that long:
Dear Dad,
These will be my final words and I decided to dedicate them to you. I don’t have the courage to live so I definitely don't have the courage to tell you this face to face. You would have tried to stop me but no matters what you would have said or tried, my decision is final. life is too painful, I prefer to try death.
I'm sorry to put you through this but you will learn to live without me and in time it may be a relief to you, dad, no need to find money for me to eat, you can stay at the pub as long as you want and you won’t have to hide to cry about mum's death(yes I do know about that, but don't worry I do it to). I know that deep down you love me so you should know I love you too more than ANYTHING in the world.
School is just too hard for me to cope, I never told you but I was getting bullied. Badly. And it hurt. A lot. Image people tell you over and over to dire, hitting you when you have no chance of defense, being called names and none ever helping you.When I try to get up, the bullies kick me down.So I'm giving up, no more trying to stand up, ever. After years of people asking you, begging you to die well you just start to give in, maybe their right maybe I should die for the greater of good.Maybe I am a waste of space, a loser. Maybe I am ugly, stupid and disgusting, maybe that why no one would touch me or even make eye contact.I couldn’t find my purpose down here so I'm joining mum up there where there is only happiness, and when your time comes you can join me and mum so we can become the happy family we once were.
Do you remember when I was younger and you, me and mum used to play all the time this board game" the game of life" well I decided to quit, the game is getting too hard so the only way I'm going to win is by stopping to play.
I wish I decided to die earlier it would have spared me a whole lot of pain but I needed to be sure. Now I'm sure. I just hope mum will open her door.
The bullies they will act surprised like they didn’t think I was actually going to execute their wishes but their lying, they are to whole reason I'm doing this, they made me do it. I won't say their names because usually the people who hurt are hurt, and I don't want to add pain to their lives even though they deserve it.
When I was younger me you and mum used to play all the time the game of life well I decided to quit, I may be a saw loser but the game is getting too hard so the only way to win is to stop playing.
When you're sick you take pills to relieve the pain, I thought that was impossible for me because my pain was on the inside but actually pills work just fine for what I have.
Ha, its funny, now I see everything so clear, so peaceful, so calm.It feels good.
I am sorry I need to go. I need to. If you want to call me I'll just be a lifetime away :)
You can have everything I own.
See you later alligator...
Love you Dad
Peter
Suicide Note.
Apr 14, 2018 6 years agoI decide to write about bullying because it is an important subject to me, it is horrible and can take people lives.( what I wrote is completely invented) If you got bullied as a child it can affect your adult life.If you decide to live that long: Dear Dad, These will be my final words and I decided to dedicate them to you. I don't have the courage to live so I definitely don't have the courage to tell you this face to face. You would have tried to stop me but no matters what you would have said or tried, my decision is final. life is too painful, I prefer to try death. I'm sorry to put you through this but you will learn to live without me and in time it may be a relief to you, dad, no need to find money for me to eat, you can stay at the pub as long as you want and you won't have to hide to cry about mum's death(yes I do know about that, but don't worry I do it to). I know that deep down you love me so you should know I love you too more than ANYTHING in the world. School is just too hard for me to cope, I never told you but I was getting bullied. Badly. And it hurt. A lot. Image people tell you over and over to dire, hitting you when you have no chance of defense, being called names and none ever helping you.When I try to get up, the bullies kick me down.So I'm giving up, no more trying to stand up, ever. After years of people asking you, begging you to die well you just start to give in, maybe their right maybe I should die for the greater of good.Maybe I am a waste of space, a loser. Maybe I am ugly, stupid and disgusting, maybe that why no one would touch me or even make eye contact.I couldn't find my purpose down here so I'm joining mum up there where there is only happiness, and when your time comes you can join me and mum so we can become the happy family we once were. Do you remember when I was younger and you, me and mum used to play all the time this board game" the game of life" well I decided to quit, the game is getting too hard so the only way I'm going to win is by stopping to play. I wish I decided to die earlier it would have spared me a whole lot of pain but I needed to be sure. Now I'm sure. I just hope mum will open her door. The bullies they will act surprised like they didn't think I was actually going to execute their wishes but their lying, they are to whole reason I'm doing this, they made me do it. I won't say their names because usually the people who hurt are hurt, and I don't want to add pain to their lives even though they deserve it. When I was younger me you and mum used to play all the time the game of life well I decided to quit, I may be a saw loser but the game is getting too hard so the only way to win is to stop playing. When you're sick you take pills to relieve the pain, I thought that was impossible for me because my pain was on the inside but actually pills work just fine for what I have. Ha, its funny, now I see everything so clear, so peaceful, so calm.It feels good. I am sorry I need to go. I need to. If you want to call me I'll just be a lifetime away :) You can have everything I own. See you later alligator... Love you Dad Peter
