I didn't met him yet ,he is far away from seeing me I'm not actually the one to blame maybe i m but in a way or another I wouldn't dare looking into his eyes no I wouldn't dare looking into his shadow ,I'm not saying I'm afraid of him because I'm not I just wonder how he is doing without me being in his life .I just wonder till when I would get that chance .I just wonder if ever could make it telling him all the things I have seen ,heard and hid in my heart I just wonder if he will ever manage to listen!?