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diamant

Father

Oct 01, 2019 4 years ago

A father is like a hero for a daughter..that's the way I used to see my father as .when I was younger in my childhood I'm mean he used to bring me a butterfly because he knows well how happy I become when seeing one ..Now I'm 22 and few months ago he brought me flowers that he found interesting and thought I would like them .He is that kind of man he is my hero but those days are the hardest for us and I start wondering how our relationship is taking a dangerous road.Now that im 22 years old jobless and single I start hearing his anxious words I knew he does care about me but to tell him he needs to trust my own decisions how to tell that I want to continue my Master's degree to get a suitable job ,how to tell him that marriage is related to Destiny and I can't control men's emotions towards me I can't find a real excuse myself why the one I like decided to leave the country ignoring all the dreams I draw with him how to convince him that if someone likes another he would love him the way he is or should I convince the society first for creating such high standards and controlling our relationships and lives ..

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I heard his name several times now but I never said it myself aloud I wrote in a wall on table on the university's computer I told him my worries I even told him how bad I felt once when I thought he would only get me ..I told him I wish I was that perfect to suit him I told him all the funny stories I know .. no that was only in my dreams,egain!

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Wonder

Mar 11, 2019 5 years ago

I didn't met him yet ,he is far away from seeing me I'm not actually the one to blame maybe i m but in a way or another I wouldn't dare looking into his eyes no I wouldn't dare looking into his shadow ,I'm not saying I'm afraid of him because I'm not I just wonder how he is doing without me being in his life .I just wonder till when I would get that chance .I just wonder if ever could make it telling him all the things I have seen ,heard and hid in my heart I just wonder if he will ever manage to listen!?

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