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Broken to the core

Chapter 1

The hurt begins

This represents my life story in a book. This tell how my heart been hurt so

many in my life...what u see might be funny scary brutal even sad...Music was

always my way out...no matter what i went through i always had music. As you

know i been through alot growing up...i was born on august /30/1991. I was only

1 when my father left my life i didnt even know who he was. He would run the

streets selling drugs and chasing women. It got 2 the point that i thought my

brother father was my own. The day we met i broke his ❤ by telling him another

man was my father. Im sure it upsetted him as he did 2 me 4 leaving me and have

me wondering why didnt he want me nor wanted to be in my life. I resented my

mother for this thinking she was the problem. He was just a sorry excuse of

man...2 lay down with a women he say he loves & walk out on me when i needed him

most. But yet i still loved him 4 he did create me.

Chapter 2

The Queen

Now the queen was a beautiful strong women...Yet broken at the same time.

She would do amything just 2 give me the life i deserve. But she also exposed me

2 life 2 soon. She was offered from a aunt of mine...tht if my aunt could have

me she would raise me 2 be a good man. Although my mom was going through alot

she said no. I was her 1st born so why would she...so we had it hard. We were

moving from house to house, new area to area & even sleeping in motels. It was

said. Well did i mention she became an exotic dancer as well so that also was

hard growing up. She would do things with men around me witch would really upset

me...Let men use her and abuse her just 2 give me a life i didnt deserve.

Although she would keep me well dtesses and buy me toys more than i could ask 4.

I wasnt satisfied because of what she had 2 go through 2 get these things 4

me...witch made me believe she sold her self short. All i ever really needed was

her love unconditionally.

Chapter 3

The Forbbing Fruit

Well this isnt a adam & eve story...this tells about a young boy sleeping with a

young women...Her name was unique. Well it started when i was 6/7 & she was 18.

You probably wondering how is this possible...well she was my baby sitter. She

lived with us...My family took her in as she was our own. As my mom would go out

to handle business...She would lor me in to come lay with her. 1st it started as

nothing til one day she decided to put me in a position be tween her legs & we

would dirty dance the day away. I didnt never felt this feeling b4...i was

aroused by this. So this went on several time my brother would even catch us. As

he stood thier watching us on the stair well. She saw him...She knew she was

wrong so she yelled 2 him go upstairs. We would hang out with her friends & the

most embarrassing thing she could do 2 me was beat me in front of friends witch

would make me cry. But she would make it up 2 me with our forbidding dance. Well

once she grew tired of dirty dancing and wanted to explore more. So we would

experiment...meaning she would take out my pinky winky & eject it n2 her sweet

juices...it was like a ever lasting waterfall i never felt this feeling in my

life. Well she even have a bf but the thing tht hurt me was i would watch how

she treat him & love him & wonder if she really cared 4 me. The reason i say this because no one who say they love you would never put you through that type

of pain. It was also my very 1st time as the man on the side.

Chapter 4

The Marshin

Now this wasnt no alien attack by a non slide.This was more like 2 young boys

being courios. Well it happened outta no where like we were abducted by

aliens...as they experament on us having us do nasty things 2 each other. Well

since the marshing or me new any betta since we both did not have father figures

in our life 2 tell us right 4rm wrong. So one night we would do something outta

the ordanary something so opposite but yet we were the same...Well one night

while the lights were off he kissed my neck then we beganed fondling each other

i seen galaxies as this happened as we were in there spaceship flying around the

universe. It was so different that i couldn't understand it. But i kept going

along with it...the marshin asked me a question to do something 2 see if i would

like it i told him yes but once it was done i did not like one expect of it. So

we stopped & it never happened again. I felt like the aliens came as friends but

adventurously became enemies because they had tried 2 turn us against one

another just 2 see if we would understand this type of lifestile. I vowled it

would never happen again. To be continued...if you want to read more of my book text me ill send you a copy